It's almost 6 pm here in Penang, Malaysia...and I am still staring at my computer. At most times...I am just spacing out. I am waiting for another burst of inspiration to guide my next move...to make me feel part of this dimension. I am going out for a swim any minute now...and maybe will even try to finish what I am about to start here.
Maybe...
But one thing that I am really certain about --- leaving my job with PANAP for good. Thinking of the many things that I need to finish here makes me feel so anxious. It seems 2 months is light years away. And thinking about leaving this place makes my heart pound with joy. I guess I have been so unhappy for the last 11 months since coming here that handing my resignation last Friday was truly the best decision I've made.
I am clear my m goal in life...but the little steps that I have to take to get there is still a little bit uncertain.
What to do next? But I can't wait...I am much braver since making up my mind...I refuse to be enslaved...to be ruled by anxiety and unhappiness...to live my life like a zombie...
No, this is a no,no!
More than just a self expression
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About Me
- Eve
- To think that I am getting the best of life by one stroke of genius...to live in the beauty of simplicity, to celebrate life with friends, to wager despair with happiness, to laugh and cry when all things pin you down, and to love with passion and fervour. All these makes me feel larger than Life indeed!
Wake up, move on, and get a life!
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